WanderDraw

迷い描きの虫。この虫は背中の分泌液を周りの木々などに塗る事で自分の縄張りや仲間へのメッセージなどを示すが、
周りと似てしまう事や仲間からどう思われるかを気にしすぎてなかなか自身のマークを定める事が出来ず、
せっかく描いたマークを変えたり塗り潰したり、いつまでも塗っている。

制作時の自分の心にも結構いる虫なので作る事で自分を見つめると共に愛着も湧く。

私はこれまで数々の作品を作ってきたが、「何かに似てる(真似したのではないか)」と言われることが非常に怖く、
似たようなアイデアがないか先回って検索してしまう事もあった。しかしそのような癖が付いたことで良かったことは無く、
むしろ恐々と制作してしまう傾向に陥った事がある。これでは本末転倒だと思った。
ここまで創作物が溢れている中で、「重ならない事」はそもそも難しい。というかわざわざ目指さねばならない物なのかも疑問である。
私の作品に似た物も探せばきっといくらでもあるだろうが、それでも萎縮せず堂々と創作活動を続ける事で、後世の作家が生きやすくなるのだと思う。
頑張りたい。

An uncertain insect. This insect shows its own territory and messages to friends by applying the secretions of the back to the trees around it.
However, this insect can not decide his own mark because he is too concerned about how his mark is similar to the mark drawn
by his friends and how his mark is thought by his friends. He changed the mark, painted it, painted it forever.

Since it is a insect that also affects my mind at the time of production, I can look at myself and attach to it by making it.

I have made many works so far, but I am very afraid of being told that they look like something (or may have imitated it).
Sometimes I searched ahead of time for similar ideas. However, there was nothing good about having such a habit,
Rather, I have fallen into the tendency to create things in fear. I thought this was the end of the story.
With so many creative works, it is difficult to "not overlap" in the first place. It is also questionable whether it is something that we have to aim for.
If you look for something similar to my work, there will surely be many of them, but I think that if you continue your creative activities without shrinking, it will be easier for future generations of artists to live.
I want to do my best.